


Briefly, she explained the stages as follows:
Fun - as when on vacation in a new place, everything is exciting and wonderful, the novelty of everything is fascinating and the new place/culture seems to be better than home
Flight - the novelty of everything being different has worn off and you just want to go home, nothing is the same, everything is different "when is the next flight home?"
Fight - everything that is different is silly or not well thought out, i.e. "give me a break with the -round-a-abouts and everything closing at 5pm" and the way the word debut is pronouced (DAY BOO) "why don't they do it like they do at home?"
Fit - different is fine, sometimes it's better.... : )
I am frequently asked, especially by people who I have just met, whether I miss "home" and how I like New Zealand. People expect me to say I miss "home" (I generally tell people I am from Upper Hutt when I know they are asking me where am I really from) which I do, but they also expect me to gush with compliments and praises about New Zealand, which I normally don't do, not that New Zealand isn't a wonderful but place is not as important as people. And that is what I tell people when they ask me how I like it here. I would be happy anywhere Vaughan and Lucy are; they are my home.
So, I am definitely at the FIT stage in my "emotional settlement" in New Zealand. I feel comfortable here, I know what is going on, I get what being a kiwi is about. I am not sure I feel totally accepted or integrated. I think I will continue to be perceived by many as a transplant, an other, an American. And that is okay. I am okay with being American. ("Hello, my name is Jennifer and I am an American.") We know people in context and part of who I am is that I used to live in America and I have a funny accent. And now I live in New Zealand with my lovely husband and daughter. Who I am continues to change and expand, even how I think of myself, and that is a good thing.
Change is good. New Zealand is good.